A long & stressful days ahead.
Tests coming up, assignments due, course notes to be completed & revision.

Bf's having a busy schedule to0.
His attachment finishing up soon, & he needs to do his best.
Plus, going to Kelantan means i'll have a miserable week???..

Anyhow, had Java practical on Wed. It was alright.
GUI came out. JOptionPane.
Somehow i think i got the codes right but i could'nt figure the right output.

Wanted output: "126 minutes is 2 hours and 6 minutes"My output: "126 minutes is 2.1 hours"-Mine is in double while what i want is Integer!
*CRAP*

[Listening to my first ever local music CD i bought in 2002]
-Triplenoize 'From where we sit'
People may say it was soooo over.
But listening to the music created in the past, somehow sounds nicer.

My favourite track: "Fact or Fiction"
Once, i remembered, my pri sch bestfren and i, wanted to join sch's talentime or something like that.
We recited this song to each other again & again & performed infront of the class. =P

MALU.

But we didn't get selected. the other dance group was better i guess.
That's the most "daring" thing i did.

-i think??

---A verse from the song:---

"i refuse to accept the fact that i've been made a fool,

i use my love against u, have to admit that my ways were so cruel,

So u add up to the friction and the things u put me through,

I had to wonder if it's fact or fiction all from you."

This post is so random.
I reminisce the past while i thought of how hectic life would be in a few weeks.

Bf is sick again. I know he hasn't been eating right.
Plus, attachment took too much from him.

to Bf: i love u & miss u a truck load. Im sorry can't mit u lately.

The rules & regulations:

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly

3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names

4) No tag back.

thanks to Sya, i've been tagged. So: here i go.

1. I karaoke on my own at home.
2. Eversince i went to RedCamp in 2007, i know how to dance to "All for one" from HSM2 so, at times i dance to it.
3. I love to cook!
4. I do simply the weirdest thing when im stressed. I scribble on a piece of paper & throw it away to vent my anger,
5. I can sit in front of a mirror for hours.
6. I can bend both my thumbs backwards.
7. I am very "cerewet" & fickle-minded when it comes to clothes
8. I have a phrase in my mind: "usually song lyrics" which i sing to myself.
9. I love watching people dance to ballroom. Especially, Tango & Salsa.
10. When going out, i don't ask for location. i ask "What to wear???"

Am i a freak? -gf

Saturday___221108

i started the day very early in the morning.

aroung 8am, already i was cleaning the house.

Know y?...

So that i can go out in the evening!

It's 530pm & i bathe.

grab some 'anyhow' clothes & got ready.

Sat in front of the fan to dry my hair.

"Instant" hair dryer!

Then, exactly at 6pm, called bf & asked if he finished work yet.

& he has. Already in MRT on the way to Orchard.

He said when he had reached Kallang, only then i make my way out.

But i said NO! Cause my house was only 2 stops away from Orchard & i didn't want to wait.

So i added, "when ure at Bugis, tell me."

Apparently, i was abit late.

When he reached Orchard MRT, i was juz boarding train from TPY.

OPPS!

Bf wanted to act as though he was angry & upset,but i know he wasn't!!

=P

We had dinner @ TAKA's KFC.

damn packed la!

But managed to grab seats.

People were here & there shopping.

& there was a Sale.

Of toys! for X-mas.

Bf favourite section: GUNDAM!

& i reli didn't expect this. Initially, we went to TAKA to look for Bf's laptop bag,

in the end, MrStubborn bought me "Heart"---Orange Carebear!

Aww...

It was sweet of u dear! Now i'd hug u to sleep.

& when u're in Kelantan, "Heart" will be my companion.

L8r, we walked all over Orchard Rd.

The lights were really B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.

Gosh! i even wished i can bring home the shiny red heart-shaped light.

We ended our walk @ Istana Park.

Wanted to walk til' FortCanning, but didn't have enough time.

We sat. We talked. & bf showed me pix of our past dates.

Its reli funny & cute come to think of it. [im not saying im cute ok!]

Didn't have Thumbdrive to transfer it all. =(

It was moments like this i wish i have super powers.

I want to freeze time.

So my journey with Bf, never ends.

thank u syg for dinner, the carebear, the walk, the talk & sending me home.

-gf

Im in library right now.
After a lunch with Rahmah & Sya @ sch's McD..
[where lunch wasn't supposed to be..(hee..hee..)]
Sya & i accompanied Rahmah to wait for her fren since we ended early & i feel pretty bad to leave Rahmah alone..
So, mamam @mcD while 'Foreign Bodies' had a booth for tix for their 1st prod.
I & Sya wanted to go.
Asked Bf along & he left me to decide.
It was i guess an intended mini-"double date".
Since Sya cn bring her bf & i bring Bf.
But apparently, Sya's bf is werking & im in the dilemma of choosing.
I want to bring Bf along, but at the same time, i don't want Sya to feel awkward around me when i have Bf around.
Maybe, i'd just bring Bf, so he can at least know 1 of my peeps in school.
$10 per tix---worth it?.
Location: NYP Auditorium.

Im'lovin it. Coz its huge!

Bf was disappointed that i can't meet him today.

Housework.

Chores.

Mother.

But tomorrow i'll meet him & offer a warm hug as a token of my apology.

Im sorry k??

Weekends__

at last: rest. cartoons. tv. dvds. rot. s_u_y.

School this Semester just seem better & warmer.

Class is communicating well now.

& we r not so alien to each other no more.

I wish i can be myself around everyone in class.

Not juz some.

I want them to see the "crazyness" of me.

the sarcastic me.

the joker me.

the lazy me.

& just me.

i hope that day will come.

where we all are who we are.

& friends with everyone.

-gf

im in school right now having a mini-movie-marathon.

"hantu ambulans"

I felt at ease since last nite i texted BFF.

been a long time since i tok to her so, i do hope she's not angry..

anyhow, this will be a short post.

i juz nid to say to bf:"im sorry i keep losing my temper so easily. bear with me. i promise it'd blow over".

love u syg.

-gf

bf accompanied me in the library & walked me home.

Monday was a very short day in school.

But a long day at home.

Tons of house chores were waiting for me.

& assignments, notes, revisions...

I zoomed to do all chores quickly & orderly.

Started the washing machine.

Vacuum the floor.

Neaten the bed.

Unhung the dry laundry.

Wash "periuk".

& i bathe & called mum.

& asked. "Ya gi library bole tk?. nk kene buat bende skola".

Mum said okayy. But must 1st 'tutop tingkap'. =P

I sat at the corner of the library just next to the power point.

Logged in & did math e-quiz.

Bf came after work & finally passed me Zoo-Date pix.

Haven't been able to upload it since school's wireless really slow.

Snap-snap-snap for a while.

Bf walked me home after that. "thank u syg."

Today, i just realised that time fly really quickly

I mean reli fast.

Its week 6 of semester 2 in school.

& in 2 weeks my common tests will begin.

&im not prepared.

Whatever lecturers say enter my head but when i get home, its gone.

I am afraid.

That i can't make it.

I want to pass.

Not border line passing, but passing with flying colors?

If not, juz 1 color?? orange.

Can i??

-gf

It's a monday & while tying this post.
i m in sch.
only 2hrs of class.
Gosh~

Anyhow, i reli enjoyed my weekend.
Particularly on Sunday.

Woke up when i received call from bf @ 615am.
He was busy cooking for our date.
Bf cooked 'Bee hoon'.
There were prawns, beef & fishballs in em'.
& he added in a mexican drumlet inside.

Bf came by to hse's bus stop around 1030 am.
I saw him on the top deck of 28 & boarded it.
i was so very happy to see him as it has been 2wks.
He looked good with his 'mini-goaty' --->right spelling??

We went to Cheers & Old Chang Kee to buy some snacks.
We bought curry & sardines puff, with 2 bottles drinks.

Headed down to MRT & alighted @ AMK.
He wanted to fill his stomach.
So we ate @ mcD.

Bf ordered a Fillet-o-fish while mine was McChicken.
& a large coke we shared.

We zoomed to Interchange & there was quite a Queue.
We took 138 & can't wait to arrived at the Sg.Zoo.

Bf bought tix.
Mine has a Zebra on it, while his a Monkey. =P
We took pix here & there of every possible animal.

It drizzled a bit & Bf started to get worried.
I have forgotten about the umbrella,
& bf decided to buy one.
An orange umbrella.

It started to shine & i thought it was a waste on buying that umbrella.
We kept walking amazed by the creatures.
One by one the animals showed their abilities.
My favourite. The Giraffe.
Bf's favourite. Baboon??..hehehe. PinkButt.

Towards the end of the day, it started to drizzle again.
But slightly heavier than before.
Yes-yes. Bf was right to buy the umbrella.
=P

We had a long day @ the zoo.
& took the bus 138 back to AMK hub around 520pm.
Bf wanted to watch Madagascar 2 so, we bought tix & managed to sneak into the cinema @ 550pm.

Both were tired. Bf was thinking of work.
I am worried for him. But i know he's doing his best.

Met sis & hykel @ mcD.
I walked back out to buy iceCream with bf.
just wanted to spend a bit more time with him.
We talked & sorted things out.
I was glad.

When bf met mum, he saw the burn on mum's hand.
We then went to Guardian to buy mum a personal dressing kit.
minutes later, me & bf went our separate ways.
We both went home.

At home while i was nursing mum'sm wound, received a call from bf.
I told him there weren't any bandage inside & he immediately wanted to buy one for mum & send it to my house.
There really wasn't a need. But Mr.Stubborn came 20mins later with a bandage for mum.
Mum was quite puzzled as she wondered why Bf would do that for her.

I was touched by what bf did.
Thank u syg!

pictures will be uploaded soon.

-gf

MADAGASCAR

School ended @ 1pm++

Headed to Plaza Singapura for a movie.

Walked around 'CottonOn' & didn't know what to get.

Bought Jumbo Hotdog Combo with Sya.

While Rahmah bought Nachos Combo.

Waited for Cinema8 to open.

Took Pictures.

The cinema was packed.

People hold on to Popcorn & drinks.

We put on Cardigans. Chilly~

Madagascar was awesome.

Funny.

Must-watch.

Back at Cotton On, bought a dress.

Don't know what to pair it with.

Should i wear it on Sunday's zoo date?

Rahmah shopped too.

Sya still had new clothes she haven't worn.

Must save money to buy more stuff.

"Bf: im sorry i got angry easily lately. i dunno why. am i gg nuts?. Maybe. & at times when i get mad for no reason, please don't take it to heart. I didn't mean it. Please have ur regular meals at work. Can't wait for Sunday."

-gf

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School was great! it ended early as we requested to fav lect!.

We were released at 1pm.

ok. it all began when Sya & i was waiting for Rahmah @ TPY.

She was very late. very.

Initially i tot that she would text me saying that she's taking a cab to school.

But finally, Miss Neat arrived & we zoom-ed! off to train!

We only have 10 mins to make it to class before attendence was taken.

'if u come after attendence marking, ure considered absent'.

its like ure there but not reli there.

the journey from TPY to YCK is quite short.

Only the walk from YCK to NYP took some time.

'a long stretch'.

Anyhow, Sya was Queen of walking sooo fast!

One by one we cut off their paths.

took stairs to level 4!

&!!! WE MADE IT!!

though i hoped we didn't, so Rahmah owe me&sya a treat. =P

Bf told me today that his Boss insisted that he took an Off day.

So. Friday. Off.

I wonder why bf has been sick for more than a week.

Fever gomes & goes.

Flu here & there.

hmm..

Bf!-"u must get well!..its ur turn to update blog u know! =P"

-i wonder- how many PANADOLS have u taken?

Oh ya! bf...before i cn change the skin to the one u chose, maybe u should change the URL first.

Phrase in my head:

"i'll be there as soon as i can.

But im busy mending broken,

pieces of the life i had before"..

UNINTENDED-muse

-gf

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I tore my flip-flops during lecture!!

I was sitting, listening to math lecture & off comes the strap!

thanks to Rahmah & Syasha.

it came back on as good as new.

"thanks for getting me the Gajah glue!"

Anyhow, today's classes was very enjoyable.

i Love Communication Skills.

(-) minus the presentation part.

Teacher gave loads of words or inspiration, motivation, aspiration..

Eg. she said "in a week, have we ever thought that we criticise more than we ever praised someone?".

Wow~ that was true.

i hardly praise anyone;

other than saying, 'thank u', 'ur welcome' & 'please';

its safe to say, ive never 100% appreciated the presence of people around me.

& im gonna change.

& teacher also taouched on the topic of the Woman's brain & the Man's brain.

Woman's

-shopping

-commitment

.....

Man's

-sex (was a huge percentage of the brain!)

-crotch scratching!!

.....

OMG!

i don't know whether its true. when i asked bf: he said its mostly up to the guys.

& i guess different guys have different minds..

-i wonder-

to Bf: im sorry i raised my voice on the fone last night.

i was riding the swing of moods. (mood swing)

Forgive me?

=P

phrase in my mind right now:

( a lyric from HSM3 song) :

"its like catching lightning, the chance of finding someone like you.."

to Bf: i do think that its difficult to find another guy like u;

therefore, thank u. for everything. Get well soon. PLEASE.

-gf

this is my baby niece.

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a tuesday & tuesday means a long day in school.

juz dat DMD finishes at 6pm & no way are we allowed off early.. so,

coz of that kind of not in much of a mood to finish off tues's class..

okey. was in NTUC around evening & guess what, all the aunties & nyonyas irritating

you know.

they can't queue properly & eventhough they are still queueing up, the can put they basket down & shop for more. even when the cashier was counting their goods.

talk about cashiers. so slow.

(not that i meant i can do a better job! =P)

Anyhow, fried chickies for dinner.

Yummy!~ & mum brought home "GADO-GADO" & shared with her.

mum argued on phone with someone last night.

Shout.

Scream.

Wonder.

-gf

1st & last time for bf to eat @ newton?

It's monday. 03112008.

Already the 4th week in school.

Alot has been taught & not much remain in my head.

Y is that?

Do humans have limited amount of memory space in their brains?

Is that y i can't remember much of my past when i was 5 or 6 yrs old?.

More even, not much during Pri sch.

If indeed we have limited amount of memory space in my delicate brain,

how am i to memorise 7 modules filled with notes?.

Each with different objectives & yet related.

Anyhow, finally bf liked the skin i chose. It is alrite rite?

hmm. tho major adjustments had to be done.

OH! bf had a new nickname.

He claims himself to be 'Dr. CPU!".

He has a PHD in fixing computers,

=P

Quite a long conversation i had w bf last night.

Major concerns of what is to be of us in future.

R we thinking too much?

Or R do we choose not to see what may be in store for us in the years to come.

Come what may, i'd always be supporting bf.

That i promise.

-In NYP's P.607

Toodles.

-pix i've long awaited for from bf-

thanks dear!

A summary of weekend!

Hmm..It was a start of a new month & at home was a Back-to-Back bash of birthdays.

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it was mum's birthday.

for birthdays in my family, we seldom celebrate it.

& usually each yr, i'd but mum scarf & brooch.

& im guilty for not able to fulfill that this yr.

-no cash$$$

im broke.

Anyhow, that evening, went out for a dinner date with bf @ Newton.

I was kinda shock to hear that bf's nvr been there b4.
hmm..again i felt guilty.

Initially bf wanted to have SATAY but when i looked @ menu,

i wanted STINGRAY. i love seafood.

then, bf ordered Fried rice & BBQ STINGRAY.

he didn't knoe it would be that X so, we ate juz that & bf cant have his SATAY!

& now i claim myself to be a selfish gf!

(T_T)

bf--> im sorry. u should've ordered your SATAY instead of having STINGRAY.

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It was Erika's 3RD MONTH.
Aww.. my niece grew up so fast.
now she's like so tall already & she luvvs to talk.
Serious.
when u kip talking to her, she smile & laugh & give a reply.
in baby language.

That morning went PASAR with mum.
usual.
Geylang!
had Brunch & then..
we attacked the wet market!
Seriously. i felt so "sexually harrassed" when in the market.
Imagine. it was so packed.
& people are squeezing & pushing. & talking to fishmongers for the cheapest bargain.
=P
we didn't buy much.
just STINGRAY to cook "Assam Pedas" & the ingredients.
& BANANAS to cook "Bubur".
Yummy.
ThankU mommy! she cooked the meal to what i wanted. heehee.

that's all for my weekend but bf's weekend was WORK.
W-O-R-K.
Sunday was bf's shift @ SR.
I called him up in the afternoon asked how he's doing coz i knew he was still sick.
Still he insist on working.
Mr Stubborn.
Anyhow, he texted me & said he fell.
My god! that made me angry at him. Since i constantly tell him to go to see Doc.
He should. So he can get well.
& yet, MrStubborn chose to be MrStubborn.

=P.
BF: i'd pray u get well soon okay. It worries me. It's been a week. U've promised right. So. See Doc!Love U!