in school. bored.
so now, update.
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Monday 291208

school lasted for only 1 hour.
what the hell kann.
Database Fundamentals.

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Rahmah, Syasya and i, headed to ChangiAirport.
I was to meet Bf again after 8days.
But til his flight landed, we three roamed ChangiAirport after a goodlunch @BK.

Took pix with mickey, minnie, goofy.
we three chatted.
snap-snap-snap.
& luckily they were there to accompany me for the first 3hrs while waiting for Bf.
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Was alone after.
Watched "TV" & looked out for his flight number.
AK131.
Terminal 1.
Belt 22.
Confirmed.
1759 hours.
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Bf came out.
He went to take his luggage.
Walked out of the Automated Sliding Door.
I smiled.
Relieved.
Hugged.
Miss him so much!
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I really love AirportLuggageTrolleys.
I ended up pushing his all over Airport.

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Made a trip down to 'ViewingMall'.
He opened his large bag.
He took out a plastic with a box.
Passed to me & i opened.
Wallet.
Polo Wallet.
Brown.
Many Pockets.
& i love it.
i said, "knp ade byk tmpt kad?. i tkd byk kad.."
but in the end, i filled up the whole thing.
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Went to T3.
Secret Recipe.
Met some of his colleagues.
& i had 'Chocolate Indulgence'
him: 'Strawberry Cheesecake?'

Delish!
Thank u syg.

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Took cab back to his place to put his luggage.
I waited outside.
He brought along 'Mangos' 'Keropok' 'Murtabak' etc
for mum.

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im so happy to have him back again.
close to me.
& i hope the next time he leaves for another holiday,
will be in a very long time.

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love u sayang.
i've planned for 080109.
no school since NYP open house.
HSBC TreeTopWalk.

-gf

Bf called me last night.

around 11pm.

Bf is sick

fever.

cold.

sore throat.

cough.

i hope Bf recovers soon.

2 more days.

-gf

-ungu feat. rossa
"Tercipta untukku"
OST.Ayat-AyatCinta.

menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu
membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

oh..
banyak kata yang tk mampu ku ungkapkan kepada dirimu

aku ingin engkau selalu
hadir dan temani aku
di setiap langkah yang menyakini ku
kau tercipta utkku

meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tahu
ku selalu milikmu
yg mencintaimu
sepanjang hidupku

sungguh..
hanyalah dirimu yang aku cintai
dan sungguh..
ku kan disisimu hingga ku mati

Adakah LuAyy tercipta untukku?
mungkin.
Yang ku tahu saat ini, aku amat mencintainya.
Kehadirannya dalam hidupku, membuat ku rasa lebih senang
& hanya kali ini ku berani menyatakan,
'im in love'.
Truely.
Madly.
Deeply.
Walaubagaimanapun akhirnya kisah cinta kita,
aku tetap bersyukur dapat mengenali insan bernama 'LuAyyDarussalam'.
Alhamdulilah.

[it's mushy-but its how i feel.]

Day 1:its 0933.
didn't sleep well.
keep waking up to check my fone.
Bf hasn't call yet.
Bf is suppose to have reach Kelantan by now.
Maybe he's tired from that Bus ride.
Hoping he'd call me ASAP.

and im missing him like crazy.beyond crazy.

1620 hrs:
Bf rang earlier this afternoon.
He said he just reached Kelantan.
Bus broke-down.
He had to switch to another.
ThankGod he's okay.

Plans ahead:Organise stuff & projects for school.
Projects needed to be done:
`ObjectOrientedProrammingProject.
`DigitalMediaDesign.
`DatabaseFundamentals.
`CommunicationSkills-ProfessionalImage
`CommunicationSkills-FoodCrisis

Busy-Busy-Dizzy.

BFFs asked to tag along with them to Marina for NewYr's eve.
Well.
I wanna go Marina Barrage AGAIN pls?
Its view is spectacular.
& its my new fav spot in Sg.
=P
Pix is with Bf.
Wasn't able to transfer to me before he went to Kelantan.

"i pray Bf is okay wherever he is. Insyallah."

-gf

in a few hours, Bf is leaving for Kelantan.
He'll be back on 29 december 2008.
1 whole week.

Bf: "please take care of yourself. you're sick & have your regular meals plus medicine to get well."
Promise me u'll be back in 1 piece. still breathing.
Im sorry that my mum "kirim" stuff & im troubling you since u r on a tight budget.
It's okayy not to buy them k?.
The most important is that you have enough money for food and the things you need to get for your own family.

im gonna miss u bad.
Don't worry about me k.
I'll be fine.
Thanks for yesterday.
I had a blast though i am sad u'll be away.
I had fun on luge & skyride.
Plus, we get to reminisce our memories on CableCar.
i love u, Lu Ayy Darussalam.

-gf

The new Faces of NewMoon! =P

She told me to keep this, juz in case i miss her! lol.

Camwhored. Nana's missing. Pix are with Nana.

i'd try to get em soon.

Long-long time since i updated properly.
So.
This is going to be quite a long post.

Saturday:
Nanyang Polytechnic's ForeignBodies Production 2008.

before gg to NYP,
i waited for bf @ his attachment place.
He took so long to finish.
well, not exactly his fault.

we left around 1850 hrs.
took cab.

Bf misses his attachment workplace.
Aww..Met Syasya & her bf.
Queued up.

Quite a number turned up for the show.
I thought the show was happening.
Loads of different types of hiphop styles were showcased.
Saw Melvin.
His item was my fave. + the 'krumping'.
overall, it was worth it.

Bf bought me Double-Double Cheeseburger.
Since i didn't eat since morning.
"thank u sayang! muacks."
not that i ate it all, shared with hykel.

Friday:
Lepak over at Nana's.
Allen came.
Its been like forever since i last saw him.
He's looks good.
Lost so much weight.
looking fierce.

Chat-chat-chat.
About lives.
Reminisce the past.
Thought of future.
Ate McD.
& i enjoyed having their company.

Evening.
Shasha came.
Camwhored.
like crazy.
used Nana's phone.
used Nana's webcam.
Nana was down with flu.
So most of pix were juz me, sha's n al's face all over.
Watched funny videos.
Miss Swan.

We made a video too.
Music was 'LOVE' by Hi-5.
cute right!
haha.
But ended up, it wasn't even recorded!!
Silly.

They walked me to bus stop.
Such a great day.
Thanks people!
Love u all!

Tuesday:
Computing Math common test.
For me, it was average.
Im just afraid of careless mistakes.

The night before.
I was sick.
Fever.
Flu.
Sore throat.
Massive Headache.

&bf advised me to do loads of things to feel better:
- Put cold towel around forehead & neck
- Eat panadol
- Drink warm plain water.
- Sleep early.
- Bath with cold water.
- Wear long sleeves.
- Make sure fan is not near me.
yada-yada-yada.

Sounds irritating.
but i know he meant well.
i love u bf.

Lilbro (Hykel) was my doc.
He changed the cold water of the basin regularly that night.
He also changed the towel of my forehead every 10mins.
He kept telling me to go to sleep.

It was so sweet.
He's growing up and i thought he'd forget about his sister.
But he cared so much.

touched. love hykel.

Back to tuesday evening:
Went to lib.
Online.
While waiting for Bf.
i was concentrating on Photoshop.
Then i felt someone touching my forehead.

Looked up.Sayang!

Then he said: "jgn mcm-mcm. gi dokter".
I said: "no. i beli panadol je k".
He sighed.
& kept checking my temperature with his hands. =P

Mum rang.
Said she didn't have her house keys with her.
Rushed back home & then went back to TPY central for dinner with Bf.

We went to Watsons where he bought for me PANADOL & STREPSILS.
We went to Fork & Spoon where he bought us "CHICKEN RICE".
Drinks: Pepsi for him & he bought me 'LIME JUICE' & 'PLAIN WATER'.

weird. but. im lovin' it.

While eating Bf separated the roasted chicken's skin and passed me juz the meat.
He said that i can't eat oily stuff yet since my throat is very dry & sore.
We took a bus home.

& a huge hug
& kisses from him made me alot better.

BF:"thank u for everything.please take care of urself too. Can u not go Kelantan???"

-gf

this piture is a random one.

In the bus, on the way home.

Haven't been updating lately.

Sick.

Yesterday was Our 4th month!

"Happy anniversary!"

Love u loads!

& here's to many more anniversaries to come.

"CHEERS".

im in lib.

battery running low.

will update more soon.

-gf

Taking a break from revising "C-math".

Hmm, just had the most emotional 'IM' yet.
with a Gf.
i just realise at times how we can even forgetthe most dearest around us.

."BEST FRIENDS".
my definition:
people whom u look for each time ure at ur happiest &
everytime u feel like breaking down.

& yet, i admit: i neglected them for awhile.

Im closest to 2 bestfriends.
The most amazing gerl ever. &
The greatest guy ever.

i do wish to apologise that i've forgotten them.
After that emotional IM, & reading "what's up" with my old pals,
i realised how much i've been missing them.

To my BFFs:

" im sorry i haven't been meeting u up lately.

& im sorry for cancelling dates just like that, not thinking of your feelings.

i do hope we'd catch up soon & please forgive me"

'never quit trying, never try quitting'

'Daring Dynamic Dynamos Don't Die'

-gf

i was greeted with a beautiful sight that morning.
When i look out the window.

Wednesday.

Last day of school before the commencement of 'CommonTests'.
During Comm.Skills that morning, we had presentations.

yada-yada-yada..

THEN!

We'll have another presentation on 7Jan2009.

[Lecturers in NYP definitely plan ahead].

So, groupings.

4-5 in a group.

i felt as though a mini-bomb was going to "EXPLODE".

Initially, teacher wanted to do the groupings for us.

BUT.

We opposed.

Discussion-discussion-discussion.

"Psst..Psst..Psst.."

In the end: my group ends up with 5 people.

[me]-[rahmah]-[sya]-[zoe]-[rick].

i need to shop.

know y?

the presentation is on "Professional Attire"?..or smth like that.

So, i need 'formal' wear.

What's good?

-Pants?

-Skirt?

-Long sleeve shirt?

-Simple short sleeve blouse?

-Jacket?

-Dress?

-Vest?

-What bag looks good with formal?

-Should i tie up my hair?

-Or juz clip my fringe?

-Shud i bun it?

-What color goes with both formal and myself?

-white?

-black?

-pale blue?

-maybe light pink?

-Shoes. Covered or open-toed?

yes. im so thinking too much right now.

People who are willing to go shopping with me, must be ready to bear the consequences.

i am a fickle.

i can't juz decide after looking at a few shops.

Doesn't mean we go out early, by evening,

i can't gurantee i'll bring home a shopping bag.

& i will "U-turn" to the previous shop after a long time deciding and thinking.

Who's willing to go through all this with me?
Bf hasn't gone shopping with me yet so,

Bf: if u do 'volunteer' in going shopping with me. Don't get angry tau!

Well i do know, no matter how much i irritate Bf, he'd just play along & love me more!=P
heehee.

Thursday 04121008

Aunt & Fav cousin came by.

Along with naughtiest + cutest 2 yr-old cousin,

adding 2 boys who are annoying as ever!

They accompanied me & sis at home since there'll be people coming by to fix gas pipe.

but i had fun with cuzzies.

we ate whatever there is @ home.

Right from maggi. We cooked at total of 7 packs.

We fried a whole packet of fries.

+ we fried keropok!

JUNK-JUNK-JUNK.

Bf: i m sorry i had to cancel our date. Initially, i didn't know Aunt was coming and i was only told that morning. i know u're gg through quite a rought time.

I'm here ya?. ily.

-gf

Again. Sya. AKA Hidayah got nothing else to do!

i got tagged.

who is the person who u always have in mind?

Lu Ayy Darussalam.

who do u love the most?
Family. LuAyyDarussalam. "Ai-ai" (my carebear!).

My BFF. Gfs.

who is the last person euu hugged?
"Ai-ai"

who is the last person euu chat with on msn?
.Zima.

who is the bestest friend euu ever had?
.Juliana Binte Johari.

who is the best sis euu wished she is eur real blood sis?
again. my BFF! JulianaJohari.

if eu were to die,who would eu die for?

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if eu were to choose btwn dandgut and clubbing?
neither.i'd rather rot at home.

if eu were to kill, who would euu kill?
all insects which are hiding at home.

-gf

Monday's blues...
It was a short day.
A very short day.

Imagine this: i only had 5 mins of lesson for my elctive.
Since it was Poem-reading Oral test,
& i was the earliest, so i was released early.

Then my next class was at 12pm.
So i had around close to 4hrs of break!

While waiting for Sya & Rahmah,
i sat outside LT.
Plugged in charger for Lappy.
Surf-surf-surf.

i was quite happy with what i managed to achieve.
i finished my notes for Digital Media Design.
4 chapters.
i've done my ObjectOrientedProgrammingProject codeson MS word.

Though, i'm done writing notes, but i've yet to have it stuck on my head long enough til' 111208.
=P


Bf's advice is for me to:
read it 10 times.
then write down what i've understood and remembered.
Or.
Bf gave another tip: Just memorise the whole thing.

If my brain is like a PC.I would love to change its RAM.
Apparently, my memory space is 512MB.
I need at least 2 GB!

UPGRADE PLEASE!!!
again at this momeny i wish i have superpowers.

To Bf: remember. NO POKKA. NO YEO'S. NO COCA COLA. til ure 100% well.
muacks. love u!
& yea..Bf has been so romantic lately. Why??

-gf

Hey y'all..

Here's what happened on my Fri & weekend.

Friday:

It was quite a tiring day after i finished COS.
The same old thing.

Did stuff on PC on our own & teacher is our helpline.

Had E-Quiz.

I swear i flipped the book like i was gonna tear it any minute.

Anyhow, that evening, i went home & did chores.

As usual. As others expected.
Had my bathe

& headed to Library.
Went online & apparently, MSN is a definite distraction.

Chatted with old pals & i ended up with onli 1 page of notes!

IM-ed with Zima.

A gerl same PriSch as me.

But i onli knew her much closer from sec3 onwards.

Talking to her made me realise how long i've been missing my gfs. & my BFF.

Feeling Guilty.

But maybe i'd meet them up during hols.

All i think of now is: COMMON TEST. 9Dec & 11Dec.

Bf came & i felt so much better.

Missed him like crazy & still am.

He chatted with Zima.

Apparently i juz found out that Bf's from the planet "HTRAE".

heehee.

I thought mum wanted me home early since i usually tuck Erika to bed.

Called mum & she was OTW to TPY so Bf walked me home.

Apparently, my sis was home early as i found out Erika was sick.

asked mum's permission to have dinner with Bf & mum wanted me to buy Erika medicine.

Guess what ppl??..I M broke.

So, Mr Stubborn-Sweet bought the medicine for Erika & expected no money back

eventhough i insisted + sis's offered + mum asked.

So Bf:"Thank u!" i love u.

We had dinner over @ "Fork & Spoon".

Chicken Rice Set for 2.

Yummy-Yum-Yum.

i love seeing Bf eat.

He eats quickly yet very 'sopan'.

Im like...________

Let's juz say, im not fit to be dining in an Expensive Restaurant. =P

SATURDAY:

met Bf again that weekend.he waited for me over @ City Hall.

He wanted to go to: "MARINE PARADE".

I was puzzled.i was like: "hah???".."MARINA SQUARE LA SYG!!"
hahahaha.

His cheeks turned pink with embarassment.!

We walked by Citylink & been a long time since i've been there.

& yes! there's a Starbucks outlet which replaced 'Polar'.

Im Lovin' It.

& in Marina Sq.

We caught a glimpse of SESAME STREET.

I got to see Elmo & CookieMonster.heehee.

[Pix is with Bf which will soon be uploaded i hope.]

Then.

We met 'Slurpee' & 'Big Gulp'!

heehee.

i was Malu to take pic with em'.

So, Bf did!

Again: there's a new Starbucks Outlet opposite PizzaHut.

i'm lovin' it.

Even got a chance to taste 'Toffeenut Latte'.

Yummy!!!

yupp! Yummy to an extent that Bf bought a Venti 'Toffeenut Latte' iceBlended.

We walked to Esplanade & there was a gig going on.

Wanted to watch but they took too long to set-up.

We gave up & walked towards Singapore Flyer.

Nope!

Not to ride it. But walk & Snap.

"We'd ride it next year"-said Bf.

Singapore Flyer was really nice.

Great Ambience.

& again: another gig. Heavy Metal.

the "Screamers" of the band was awesome.

On the way home.

Wanted to take 56.But it took a long time to reach.

So we walked towards MRT.

Then, when i turned my head...there it was. 56.

Why 56?..coz it reaches my house bus stop. So no hassle to take another bus.

We made run for it.

Been a long time since i exercise.

So when i ran, it felt so good!!!!

& Bf jogging pace = my Fastest pace! (^_-)V

we made it!

then...HOME SWEET HOME!

To Bf: thank u!..I love u!

-gf