Damn I’m feeling sick right now. I’m still down with
· High Fever
· Flu
· Migraine
· Low Appetite
· Vomiting
When is all this going to end? Haiz…
Exia. I been thinking lately what my buddy ( Farid ) told me about the other night. “Be with someone who you can grow old with”. I never thought of that hence also I find it interesting. He also mention that find your true love that show interest in you, compassion, care and concern and cherish you with all the love’s that I need hence also able to understand me and accept me who I am. So many good points but so far, to what I see, my past relationship have been just a fake or a plain joke.
Up to now, I been thinking, what’s best for me? Even I myself have no idea what the future have for me. For now, I’m going with the flow. Just relax and chill out mostly with my friends. Even with friends also can be a pain in the ass especially like misunderstanding and having conflicts with one another.
Well, too bad. That’s how life suppose to be. Even so, I still got a long journey ahead. When I say long means I really mean longggggg…. NS Coming Up Soon. After 2 Years, my choices are open. It’s either I Switch course to Maritime Engineering or go for a private Diploma. This is going to take Years to complete. By then, I finish up my studies up to Diploma with the course that I wanted. Degree wise.. Haizz.. another 4 years. I wonder.. My life been unlucky I guess but still, im not going to give up hope just yet.
I’m going to proof to all that I Lu Ayy Darussalm Can Do the impossible possible. This is not over yet... There’s still more obstacles that I must go through hence also my future is still uncertain. I must still live on in order to survive and strive hard for my future and my family.
BURNING D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N!!!!!