Hi Exia.
I’m back!! Well ready to be updated? Here Goes…

26th June 2009 ( Friday )

* Meet up Nad Around 1045am.
* Buy Naz Present / Had Breakfast at Burger king.
* Head down to Hogang Mrt Station by taking bus service 27.

* Head Down to Harbor Front and meet up Naz along the way.

* Walk around At Vivo City / Snap pictures here and there.

* We head down to Sentosa / Drop down at Imbiah station / Snap pictures.

* Walk over to Palawan Beach / took a tram


* Relax and Chill out at the tower

* Head back to Vivo City
* We went over to Marina Square to have dinner

* Had Dinner at Swensen’s Restaurant.

I had Baked Rice Curry + Extra Gravy

Naz had Baked Rice Chicken

Nad had Breaded Chicken

* We were all really full!! But still, the surprise must still go on.

* Gave the sign to the manager, then they went to prepare the cake. I was planning to
sing with Nad but to my great surprise, the service crew went over to sing for us
loud. Hahaha... Super Cool and Naz was in great shock!! Ha ha...
* Had our Black Forest Ice Cream Cake

* Naz read her Birthday Card / Open up her present. She burst to laughter and there it was the smile. Haha… I was glad that our 3 weeks plan went well even though it was suppose to make it as a surprise but what matter the most is that the birthday girl was happy.

Happy Adv Birthday Naz!!! Congrats on your 17th Birthday. Wait up till this 30th June 2009 when you are born. That’s where you really grow… hehe... tetap pendek. :P

Good Morning Exia.
I been resting for the past few days and I’m recovering well. Thank God.

Well for the past few days, nothing much happen. Just stay indoors only. Yesterday, my dad bought for the whole family “durians!!” HeHe… It’s been a long time since I last ate. Sweet and tasty... Yummy…

As for today, I’ll be going out with Nad and Naz. Perhaps later, ill update more on today’s outing. Not to forget, tomorrow is my last day at Secret Recipe. My working shift would be in the morning. It’s going to be memorable mornings for me as I’ll be doing my last opening before I leave. Haiz… Yup. It’s going to be emotional but perhaps it’s time to move on.

That’s it for now. I’ll update soon. Bye Exia…

Hey Exia. ( Cough *4 )
Damn I’m feeling sick right now. I’m still down with

· High Fever
· Flu
· Migraine
· Low Appetite
· Vomiting

When is all this going to end? Haiz…

Exia. I been thinking lately what my buddy ( Farid ) told me about the other night. “Be with someone who you can grow old with”. I never thought of that hence also I find it interesting. He also mention that find your true love that show interest in you, compassion, care and concern and cherish you with all the love’s that I need hence also able to understand me and accept me who I am. So many good points but so far, to what I see, my past relationship have been just a fake or a plain joke.

Up to now, I been thinking, what’s best for me? Even I myself have no idea what the future have for me. For now, I’m going with the flow. Just relax and chill out mostly with my friends. Even with friends also can be a pain in the ass especially like misunderstanding and having conflicts with one another.

Well, too bad. That’s how life suppose to be. Even so, I still got a long journey ahead. When I say long means I really mean longggggg…. NS Coming Up Soon. After 2 Years, my choices are open. It’s either I Switch course to Maritime Engineering or go for a private Diploma. This is going to take Years to complete. By then, I finish up my studies up to Diploma with the course that I wanted. Degree wise.. Haizz.. another 4 years. I wonder.. My life been unlucky I guess but still, im not going to give up hope just yet.


I’m going to proof to all that I Lu Ayy Darussalm Can Do the impossible possible. This is not over yet... There’s still more obstacles that I must go through hence also my future is still uncertain. I must still live on in order to survive and strive hard for my future and my family.

BURNING D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N!!!!!

Halu Exia, it’s been a few weeks since I last post my blog. I’m so sorry to all my readers and to you also exia. I had been busy lately mainly to work of course.


Ok. A quick summary for the past few weeks. My Official Resignation at Secret Recipe will be on the 28th June 2009. My Last Shift I’m going to work is on the 27th June 2009 (Saturday) from 0630 to 1500. Anyone who wish to see me, do come by to my outlet at Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 3 if you are free. Hehe…


Well exia, lately, I’m down with High fever, bad flu, soar throat and heavy breathing. Haiz... Damn it sucks!! Relax. No worries. It’s not H1N1 virus. Damn!! Haha… Well, I got no Choice but to carry on working till the very last end. Not going to give up. All the way… Come to think of it, I had been working all this time. Money keeps rolling in good but my physical body is not prepared. I plan of having an intensive exercise for a week plus. Get myself in shape. Go Swimming, gym and jogging. Wohooo…

By the way exia, guess what. I finally get hold of myself the Fujifilm S1500 Camera. Yahoo!!!!!!! I’m so delighted with the functions. It’s super cool. I went with my Team SR to purchase it near Funnan IT Mall. Bought it at $365 as to compare with the original price up to $400. hehe... Snap some pictures here and there.


Tomorrow, I’ll be working from 1200 – 2300. Not only that, tomorrow would be hccp inspection check. I had enough of working myself up with all the cleaning on the whole outlet especially with the bar and cake station. Bloody Hell!! After cleaning this area, next shift staff ends up trashing the whole place up back to its normal state. Hence also, what do I get back in return? No acknowledgement hence also all my manger can do is say good job plus other sweet crap reasons. Arhh!! Time like this when I’m sick, all he can say is don’t look for me. Go find your replacement on your own. The thing I observe is that the very last moment when I’m about to leave Secret Recipe, he treat me like transparent. As if I’m not there. Fuck Man!! Arhh!! Well time to slow down my mood. Do less work and slack… hehe… Last day, I’m not going to do a thing. Just leave it as it is. : P

Taken with fujifilm s1500

Before i go, i would like to congratulate to my lecturer on her wedding. I wish you all the best in future, health a and family.

plus also to a dear friend of mine ~ Nabilah ~ all the best in life, dreams and health and hope you still contact us. We really gonna miss you. its been a great pleasure working with you. once a Team SR, Always a Team SR. Keep In Touch gang...

Well that’s all for now exia. Actually I still got more to tell especially about the conflict between the SR team but I think ill past. Its super private.Toodles..

Good Morning to you Exia...

Well a quick summary before I sleep. Haha...

Yesterday, I work around 1000 – 1800hrs. Well it was a bit boring and slow but everything went well accept around 1430 or 1500hrs, the group of Philippine family came to dine in for lunch. From my experience in working Customer Service, I love handling Philippine Customer because they are polite, gentle and cheerful. Well this time, it was totally the opposite. DAMN IT!! The Guy was freaking arrogant and also rude. The way he talk to me, is like as if I create problem with him. He twist turns his words and keep demanding things. FUCK!! Really, I can’t be bothered to handle them. So I leave it to my manager “Calvin” and I take over the cake station since Faded was around to do the service area. Then situation went as per normal.
I go off around 1815. At that moment, I just have the urge of going to Bedok interchange to just have a walk around and do some window shopping. Took a bus service 24 and slept the whole journey on the bus to Bedok. When I arrive, it was crowded as that moment, office people are rushing back home from work.

I took a slow walk around here and there. Just then I saw the phone that I wanted. Sony Ericsson C702!! Hahaha... Went straight to the mobile shop and start to negotiate with the sales man. Well standard wise, he was not polite. English speaking wise was trash and he seems like not interested. Damn... I got piss. I told him off and make a down payment like $40. That’s where we start to make a deal. Finally he decided to take my phone Nokia 5610 Music Express as a trade in and I have top up about $90 for my C702. Once done, I thought of collecting the phone tomorrow but then, I got the urge of holding on to the phone right away. So, I rush back home, get all the Nokia Kit and transfer all my documents from the phone to the desktop. Once done, I rush down and took a cab. I arrive at the shop around 2110, just in time before they close. We make a quick transaction then off I go. YEAH!! I GOT MYSELF A C702. WOOHOO!!

My Nokia 5610 Music Express Trade In To...

My new Sony Erisson C702. Weeee!!!

Took a bus service 28 home. As soon as I reached home, I just got to realized that he didn’t give me any memory card as what he promised. Like what the FUCK!! But since he cheated on me, that’s fine because so did I. I exchange my memory card 2Gig with 512mb for my Nokia Phone before trade in. So overall, I’m not in the lost. Hahaha... Well now, my phone is currently charging for 8 hours. Leave it till in the morning, then I can play around. Hehe... Well... Good Night Exia. See you around on my next post.

Time now is 1000hrs. 9th June 2009 (Tuesday)

Hi Exia.

Yesterday work was tiring and seriously, because of the (hccp) checks which is coming up on the 15th and 20th June 2009, working environment in Secret Recipe Café become unstable. The whole atmosphere is so tense and it’s just that we all feel the pressure given by our managers. Well basically, cleanliness is the most important thing off all and the arrangement of the whole service area, Kitchen, bar station and cake station must be really really really be organize.

I started work at 1000hrs in the morning yesterday. Well since didi was already doing the cake and bar station, I’ll be handling the service area for the time being. As soon as I punch in my card, I started to do area cleaning. It took me 2 hours to give a full brush on the whole floor area. Well good thing, Business for Monday morning was going slow. It was easier for me to move around. At around 1500hrs, Fidah came in. Well time didi hand over to me.

Now, the next phase is to clean the bar station. Hanah a.k.a Banks will be cleaning the cake station. Damn, it was tiring for me. Have to scrub all the dirt’s away. Really have to dirty my hands. Someone got to do the job or else no one would do it.
At around 1900hrs plus, my OIC “Calvin” came in. It was a shocking thing for us. We thought that that day, he had to go to office from 1100 – 1800hrs. Haiz… now, everyone mood changes. He stated to huha here and there about the area and hence also the arrangement of the area according to the (hccp) requirement. I was like WHAT THE HELL!!. Well we all just carry on our work as per normal and do our best according to what he wants.

Attention guys and girls, Update!!

I manage to talk with my manager “Calvin” about my disagreement leaving the Secret Recipe Café Soon. He decided to take me instead of letting me go on the 15th June 2009 but his decision still holds for the time being. Anytime, he can choose to let go of me. Haiz… Now, my fingers are crossed. About next week working hours, he gave me only 19 HOURS of work which is only 2 days of working ( Monday and Tuesday). Like WHAT THE HELL!!. Well it can’t be help anyway. I should be thankful that he still takes me but one thing that I cannot accept is that he told me if u need hours, go look for staff that needs replacement on their shift. Wah.. I feel that I’m not important anymore. Well, just think positive. His sarcasm will always runs in his blood.

That’s all for now. Bye Exia..

Kitchen Staff Doing Their Own Area Cleaning

After all the hard work, Time to rest for a while.

On our side of cleaning.

Time now is 2315hrs. 7th June 2009 ( Sunday )

Hi Exia.

I had a disappointing day today. Haiz... It’s a heart acing thing to leave Secret Recipe Café Pte Ltd.

Unexpectedly, my manager “Calvin “ask me to resign on the 15th June 2009 (Monday). This means next Monday onwards, is going to be my LAST DAY working in Secret Recipe hence this week is my last week working. Why Calvin!!! Why!!!
I told him earlier on that I would prefer to leave only on the 1st July 2009 but why on the 15th!! It’s too early to leave hence also I’m not ready or prepare to say farewell to my dear working friends. It’s hard to leave but what choice do I have. He’s the manager anyway. Besides, some reason might be hurtful but I got no choice but to take it positively.
Perhaps it’s his nature to have such character. I hope he’s happy and able to achieve his goal just as long that he can save labor cost.

Exia… This afternoon, I cry with silence. I had a chat with Nad. She herself is also stress and tired. I admire her endurance yet she thinks positively. After spending my day at airport, I went down to Tampines to meet up with Haidir, Nizam, John and Ruby. It’s been a long time since I last meet them during jamming session. We had a good long chat. After our dinner, we went on our separate ways. I had to head down to Piston Hub Shop to collect my money for my camera before I go home.

Got my $120 but still I feel disturb about leaving Secret Recipe early. Haiz… This week is surely going to be emotional for me. My days in Secret Recipe are almost over. Problems after problems. I guess life is always full of surprises. Well tomorrow Monday, I’ll be working from 1000 – 2300. I’m going to work extra hard in organizing the service area follow up with bar and cake station. An act of duty before I depart.

Time now is 0230hrs. 7th June 2009 ( Sunday )

Hmm... Usually I would say hi to all my readers but instead, I would like to try something different. This time, I would like to say hi to my blog instead. First, ill name my blog as Exia.
Why Exia? No idea. Kind of like it from the start.

Well Hi Exia. It’s been a long time since I last post on you.
I had been busy lately. Mostly at work. Had to work for long hours like from 1000 – 2300, 0630 – 1500 or 0630 – 2300. Foyoo.. Earn big bucks but suffer along the way. Haiz… No life. Eat, Sleep, Work only. Why I was given long hours? Well, last few weeks ago, Most of my working friends are having their mid-term examination. So I got no choice but to cover for them.

Well guys, All the best in your examination. Hope you guys do well with flying colors.

Work was fun but stress also. These days, I encounter a lot of strange customers. Mostly show attitude towards me. Some are rude plus others are freaking arrogant. Well, no choice, just smile and act cool. Hahaha …

Well, since last Thursday, I took an off day till Sunday which is today. Spent most of my time with my friends and resting at home. Nothing much to do anyway. Haha…


I manage to sell off my camera Nikon L16 at a price of $120. Not bad to say but at least it’s something. I can’t wait to get myself the new Fujifilm Camera Fine pix S1500. Yahoo.. Once I get my pay, on the spot, I’ll purchase one for myself. Price is at $365.

Attention to all. On the 17th June 2009, I’ll be tender for 2 weeks before my resignation at Secret Recipe café Pte Ltd. My last day would be on the 1st July 2009. Reason for leaving is because …
Haha.. Not telling. Make a guess people. Those who know. Good for you. Those who haven’t figure it out, take your time. Ill revel my answer soon. For all of you out there, come support me. Come down anytime at my outlet. My Location will be at Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 3 Basement 2. See You Around.

Time been moving quicker than I thought. Next thing I know, its Sunday already. I had been doing a lot of thinking lately. Well, mostly about me, my future, my career, my family and my friends.

I had been through a lot of obstacles especially in relationship. Well, life is cruel and harsh but someone thought me a lesson that I need to be firm with myself. It’s true. If not, I won’t move on till this very day. Haha.. Well I believe that god is great. What goes around, comes around.

My future for now have not been decided yet. Is either I carry on with my current course which is in Information Technology (Networking) or I can start fresh in Maritime Academy. We’ll see how it goes.

As for my family and friends, simple to say, I’ll be away for a very long time. I hope you guys take good care of yourself. I’ll be keeping in touch with all of you time to time. My bond with you will never break. These are the people I will cherish the most as they are the one who acknowledge me in their life. Thank You So Much Guys!! I appriciate it.

Am I ready to step forward? No idea but time to change course. Moving on to a path beyond my own. See what the future have for me. Who knows, It can be much more exciting then before. So God ( Allah ) Guide Me Along…

Time now is 0245am In The Morning. 27Th May 2009 Wednesday.

I'm Currently doing my revision for my e-Trial test today. Later, ill be waking up early at 6 and leave my house at around 0645am. Haiz.. Good thing, i took an off day today. Later that afternoon, had plans with my Friends. No idea where to go to but we'll see how.

Life been hectic. Well time after time, i went through shit. I'm tired of all this. Time to STOP!! Relax.. Chill..

Feeling better after 4 days. Feel empty and happy. I feel so relax and light. Yahoo...

Lately, there had been a lot of huha at my tag box. Haiz.. So, i got no choice but to lock it for the time being.

My main objective is to be friends with you. Not only with you but with your close buddies as well. I got no intention of doing bad things to you. Think about it. Even if i do, what do i get back in return? Feeling good if i do so? There's no need for revenge. That's just plain dump. Besides, I'm busy with my life hence i rarely go online and also i got no time to throw my anger at you. I should be focusing more at my own health rather than this.

My intention are good yet people from outside take it wrongly and negatively. They got the wrong message but by then, it was already too late.

The question i would like to ask is that is it wrong if i were to ask you about my friend well being? Will it cause any complication? Haiz..

Think about it. Don't always believe what people say. There are always 2 side of stories.Who you can believe? The choice is yours.

Well, the problems ends here. Its been decided already and i have agreed with your decision. No offence of disrespecting you. What ever it is, ill still accept you as my friend. I wont treat you as a nobody.

Happy Birthday To You. May i wish you all the best in life and good health in your family and yourself.

From here on, life goes on..

Take Care and keep smiling and laughing..

Time: 0238am 17 May 2009.

Hey guys.. Its been awhile. Well life, nothing much happen so far. I been spending most of my time working. Long hours especially from 1000 - 2300hrs. 13hrs non-stop.. Tired and sick of doing the same thing over and over again hence also have to be patient with attitude customers. Even so, money comes in good but come with a price that is suffering.

Before We Commence Operation

Operation Start

Last Thursday, we do area cleaning on the whole outlet because NEA is coming to inspect on us. Not only the NEA but also the CAAS officers are coming down to do an inspection. Haiz.. Me, Najib, Harani, Orven and Fidah are the only working staff of the day. We started off with the cleaning around 2000 hrs. Haiz.. Good thing on the day of inspection which is on Friday, i took an off day. Safe..

Hmm.. Well Saturday, didn't do anything..

Sunday which is today. Hmm.. Planning to buy myself a suit for my graduation day. Tomorrow, do shopping..