Good Morning Exia.
I been resting for the past few days and I’m recovering well. Thank God.

Well for the past few days, nothing much happen. Just stay indoors only. Yesterday, my dad bought for the whole family “durians!!” HeHe… It’s been a long time since I last ate. Sweet and tasty... Yummy…

As for today, I’ll be going out with Nad and Naz. Perhaps later, ill update more on today’s outing. Not to forget, tomorrow is my last day at Secret Recipe. My working shift would be in the morning. It’s going to be memorable mornings for me as I’ll be doing my last opening before I leave. Haiz… Yup. It’s going to be emotional but perhaps it’s time to move on.

That’s it for now. I’ll update soon. Bye Exia…

Hey Exia. ( Cough *4 )
Damn I’m feeling sick right now. I’m still down with

· High Fever
· Flu
· Migraine
· Low Appetite
· Vomiting

When is all this going to end? Haiz…

Exia. I been thinking lately what my buddy ( Farid ) told me about the other night. “Be with someone who you can grow old with”. I never thought of that hence also I find it interesting. He also mention that find your true love that show interest in you, compassion, care and concern and cherish you with all the love’s that I need hence also able to understand me and accept me who I am. So many good points but so far, to what I see, my past relationship have been just a fake or a plain joke.

Up to now, I been thinking, what’s best for me? Even I myself have no idea what the future have for me. For now, I’m going with the flow. Just relax and chill out mostly with my friends. Even with friends also can be a pain in the ass especially like misunderstanding and having conflicts with one another.

Well, too bad. That’s how life suppose to be. Even so, I still got a long journey ahead. When I say long means I really mean longggggg…. NS Coming Up Soon. After 2 Years, my choices are open. It’s either I Switch course to Maritime Engineering or go for a private Diploma. This is going to take Years to complete. By then, I finish up my studies up to Diploma with the course that I wanted. Degree wise.. Haizz.. another 4 years. I wonder.. My life been unlucky I guess but still, im not going to give up hope just yet.


I’m going to proof to all that I Lu Ayy Darussalm Can Do the impossible possible. This is not over yet... There’s still more obstacles that I must go through hence also my future is still uncertain. I must still live on in order to survive and strive hard for my future and my family.

BURNING D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N!!!!!

Halu Exia, it’s been a few weeks since I last post my blog. I’m so sorry to all my readers and to you also exia. I had been busy lately mainly to work of course.


Ok. A quick summary for the past few weeks. My Official Resignation at Secret Recipe will be on the 28th June 2009. My Last Shift I’m going to work is on the 27th June 2009 (Saturday) from 0630 to 1500. Anyone who wish to see me, do come by to my outlet at Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 3 if you are free. Hehe…


Well exia, lately, I’m down with High fever, bad flu, soar throat and heavy breathing. Haiz... Damn it sucks!! Relax. No worries. It’s not H1N1 virus. Damn!! Haha… Well, I got no Choice but to carry on working till the very last end. Not going to give up. All the way… Come to think of it, I had been working all this time. Money keeps rolling in good but my physical body is not prepared. I plan of having an intensive exercise for a week plus. Get myself in shape. Go Swimming, gym and jogging. Wohooo…

By the way exia, guess what. I finally get hold of myself the Fujifilm S1500 Camera. Yahoo!!!!!!! I’m so delighted with the functions. It’s super cool. I went with my Team SR to purchase it near Funnan IT Mall. Bought it at $365 as to compare with the original price up to $400. hehe... Snap some pictures here and there.


Tomorrow, I’ll be working from 1200 – 2300. Not only that, tomorrow would be hccp inspection check. I had enough of working myself up with all the cleaning on the whole outlet especially with the bar and cake station. Bloody Hell!! After cleaning this area, next shift staff ends up trashing the whole place up back to its normal state. Hence also, what do I get back in return? No acknowledgement hence also all my manger can do is say good job plus other sweet crap reasons. Arhh!! Time like this when I’m sick, all he can say is don’t look for me. Go find your replacement on your own. The thing I observe is that the very last moment when I’m about to leave Secret Recipe, he treat me like transparent. As if I’m not there. Fuck Man!! Arhh!! Well time to slow down my mood. Do less work and slack… hehe… Last day, I’m not going to do a thing. Just leave it as it is. : P

Taken with fujifilm s1500

Before i go, i would like to congratulate to my lecturer on her wedding. I wish you all the best in future, health a and family.

plus also to a dear friend of mine ~ Nabilah ~ all the best in life, dreams and health and hope you still contact us. We really gonna miss you. its been a great pleasure working with you. once a Team SR, Always a Team SR. Keep In Touch gang...

Well that’s all for now exia. Actually I still got more to tell especially about the conflict between the SR team but I think ill past. Its super private.Toodles..

Good Morning to you Exia...

Well a quick summary before I sleep. Haha...

Yesterday, I work around 1000 – 1800hrs. Well it was a bit boring and slow but everything went well accept around 1430 or 1500hrs, the group of Philippine family came to dine in for lunch. From my experience in working Customer Service, I love handling Philippine Customer because they are polite, gentle and cheerful. Well this time, it was totally the opposite. DAMN IT!! The Guy was freaking arrogant and also rude. The way he talk to me, is like as if I create problem with him. He twist turns his words and keep demanding things. FUCK!! Really, I can’t be bothered to handle them. So I leave it to my manager “Calvin” and I take over the cake station since Faded was around to do the service area. Then situation went as per normal.
I go off around 1815. At that moment, I just have the urge of going to Bedok interchange to just have a walk around and do some window shopping. Took a bus service 24 and slept the whole journey on the bus to Bedok. When I arrive, it was crowded as that moment, office people are rushing back home from work.

I took a slow walk around here and there. Just then I saw the phone that I wanted. Sony Ericsson C702!! Hahaha... Went straight to the mobile shop and start to negotiate with the sales man. Well standard wise, he was not polite. English speaking wise was trash and he seems like not interested. Damn... I got piss. I told him off and make a down payment like $40. That’s where we start to make a deal. Finally he decided to take my phone Nokia 5610 Music Express as a trade in and I have top up about $90 for my C702. Once done, I thought of collecting the phone tomorrow but then, I got the urge of holding on to the phone right away. So, I rush back home, get all the Nokia Kit and transfer all my documents from the phone to the desktop. Once done, I rush down and took a cab. I arrive at the shop around 2110, just in time before they close. We make a quick transaction then off I go. YEAH!! I GOT MYSELF A C702. WOOHOO!!

My Nokia 5610 Music Express Trade In To...

My new Sony Erisson C702. Weeee!!!

Took a bus service 28 home. As soon as I reached home, I just got to realized that he didn’t give me any memory card as what he promised. Like what the FUCK!! But since he cheated on me, that’s fine because so did I. I exchange my memory card 2Gig with 512mb for my Nokia Phone before trade in. So overall, I’m not in the lost. Hahaha... Well now, my phone is currently charging for 8 hours. Leave it till in the morning, then I can play around. Hehe... Well... Good Night Exia. See you around on my next post.

Time now is 1000hrs. 9th June 2009 (Tuesday)

Hi Exia.

Yesterday work was tiring and seriously, because of the (hccp) checks which is coming up on the 15th and 20th June 2009, working environment in Secret Recipe Café become unstable. The whole atmosphere is so tense and it’s just that we all feel the pressure given by our managers. Well basically, cleanliness is the most important thing off all and the arrangement of the whole service area, Kitchen, bar station and cake station must be really really really be organize.

I started work at 1000hrs in the morning yesterday. Well since didi was already doing the cake and bar station, I’ll be handling the service area for the time being. As soon as I punch in my card, I started to do area cleaning. It took me 2 hours to give a full brush on the whole floor area. Well good thing, Business for Monday morning was going slow. It was easier for me to move around. At around 1500hrs, Fidah came in. Well time didi hand over to me.

Now, the next phase is to clean the bar station. Hanah a.k.a Banks will be cleaning the cake station. Damn, it was tiring for me. Have to scrub all the dirt’s away. Really have to dirty my hands. Someone got to do the job or else no one would do it.
At around 1900hrs plus, my OIC “Calvin” came in. It was a shocking thing for us. We thought that that day, he had to go to office from 1100 – 1800hrs. Haiz… now, everyone mood changes. He stated to huha here and there about the area and hence also the arrangement of the area according to the (hccp) requirement. I was like WHAT THE HELL!!. Well we all just carry on our work as per normal and do our best according to what he wants.

Attention guys and girls, Update!!

I manage to talk with my manager “Calvin” about my disagreement leaving the Secret Recipe Café Soon. He decided to take me instead of letting me go on the 15th June 2009 but his decision still holds for the time being. Anytime, he can choose to let go of me. Haiz… Now, my fingers are crossed. About next week working hours, he gave me only 19 HOURS of work which is only 2 days of working ( Monday and Tuesday). Like WHAT THE HELL!!. Well it can’t be help anyway. I should be thankful that he still takes me but one thing that I cannot accept is that he told me if u need hours, go look for staff that needs replacement on their shift. Wah.. I feel that I’m not important anymore. Well, just think positive. His sarcasm will always runs in his blood.

That’s all for now. Bye Exia..

Kitchen Staff Doing Their Own Area Cleaning

After all the hard work, Time to rest for a while.

On our side of cleaning.

Time now is 2315hrs. 7th June 2009 ( Sunday )

Hi Exia.

I had a disappointing day today. Haiz... It’s a heart acing thing to leave Secret Recipe Café Pte Ltd.

Unexpectedly, my manager “Calvin “ask me to resign on the 15th June 2009 (Monday). This means next Monday onwards, is going to be my LAST DAY working in Secret Recipe hence this week is my last week working. Why Calvin!!! Why!!!
I told him earlier on that I would prefer to leave only on the 1st July 2009 but why on the 15th!! It’s too early to leave hence also I’m not ready or prepare to say farewell to my dear working friends. It’s hard to leave but what choice do I have. He’s the manager anyway. Besides, some reason might be hurtful but I got no choice but to take it positively.
Perhaps it’s his nature to have such character. I hope he’s happy and able to achieve his goal just as long that he can save labor cost.

Exia… This afternoon, I cry with silence. I had a chat with Nad. She herself is also stress and tired. I admire her endurance yet she thinks positively. After spending my day at airport, I went down to Tampines to meet up with Haidir, Nizam, John and Ruby. It’s been a long time since I last meet them during jamming session. We had a good long chat. After our dinner, we went on our separate ways. I had to head down to Piston Hub Shop to collect my money for my camera before I go home.

Got my $120 but still I feel disturb about leaving Secret Recipe early. Haiz… This week is surely going to be emotional for me. My days in Secret Recipe are almost over. Problems after problems. I guess life is always full of surprises. Well tomorrow Monday, I’ll be working from 1000 – 2300. I’m going to work extra hard in organizing the service area follow up with bar and cake station. An act of duty before I depart.

Time now is 0230hrs. 7th June 2009 ( Sunday )

Hmm... Usually I would say hi to all my readers but instead, I would like to try something different. This time, I would like to say hi to my blog instead. First, ill name my blog as Exia.
Why Exia? No idea. Kind of like it from the start.

Well Hi Exia. It’s been a long time since I last post on you.
I had been busy lately. Mostly at work. Had to work for long hours like from 1000 – 2300, 0630 – 1500 or 0630 – 2300. Foyoo.. Earn big bucks but suffer along the way. Haiz… No life. Eat, Sleep, Work only. Why I was given long hours? Well, last few weeks ago, Most of my working friends are having their mid-term examination. So I got no choice but to cover for them.

Well guys, All the best in your examination. Hope you guys do well with flying colors.

Work was fun but stress also. These days, I encounter a lot of strange customers. Mostly show attitude towards me. Some are rude plus others are freaking arrogant. Well, no choice, just smile and act cool. Hahaha …

Well, since last Thursday, I took an off day till Sunday which is today. Spent most of my time with my friends and resting at home. Nothing much to do anyway. Haha…


I manage to sell off my camera Nikon L16 at a price of $120. Not bad to say but at least it’s something. I can’t wait to get myself the new Fujifilm Camera Fine pix S1500. Yahoo.. Once I get my pay, on the spot, I’ll purchase one for myself. Price is at $365.

Attention to all. On the 17th June 2009, I’ll be tender for 2 weeks before my resignation at Secret Recipe café Pte Ltd. My last day would be on the 1st July 2009. Reason for leaving is because …
Haha.. Not telling. Make a guess people. Those who know. Good for you. Those who haven’t figure it out, take your time. Ill revel my answer soon. For all of you out there, come support me. Come down anytime at my outlet. My Location will be at Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 3 Basement 2. See You Around.

Time been moving quicker than I thought. Next thing I know, its Sunday already. I had been doing a lot of thinking lately. Well, mostly about me, my future, my career, my family and my friends.

I had been through a lot of obstacles especially in relationship. Well, life is cruel and harsh but someone thought me a lesson that I need to be firm with myself. It’s true. If not, I won’t move on till this very day. Haha.. Well I believe that god is great. What goes around, comes around.

My future for now have not been decided yet. Is either I carry on with my current course which is in Information Technology (Networking) or I can start fresh in Maritime Academy. We’ll see how it goes.

As for my family and friends, simple to say, I’ll be away for a very long time. I hope you guys take good care of yourself. I’ll be keeping in touch with all of you time to time. My bond with you will never break. These are the people I will cherish the most as they are the one who acknowledge me in their life. Thank You So Much Guys!! I appriciate it.

Am I ready to step forward? No idea but time to change course. Moving on to a path beyond my own. See what the future have for me. Who knows, It can be much more exciting then before. So God ( Allah ) Guide Me Along…

Time now is 0245am In The Morning. 27Th May 2009 Wednesday.

I'm Currently doing my revision for my e-Trial test today. Later, ill be waking up early at 6 and leave my house at around 0645am. Haiz.. Good thing, i took an off day today. Later that afternoon, had plans with my Friends. No idea where to go to but we'll see how.

Life been hectic. Well time after time, i went through shit. I'm tired of all this. Time to STOP!! Relax.. Chill..

Feeling better after 4 days. Feel empty and happy. I feel so relax and light. Yahoo...

Lately, there had been a lot of huha at my tag box. Haiz.. So, i got no choice but to lock it for the time being.

My main objective is to be friends with you. Not only with you but with your close buddies as well. I got no intention of doing bad things to you. Think about it. Even if i do, what do i get back in return? Feeling good if i do so? There's no need for revenge. That's just plain dump. Besides, I'm busy with my life hence i rarely go online and also i got no time to throw my anger at you. I should be focusing more at my own health rather than this.

My intention are good yet people from outside take it wrongly and negatively. They got the wrong message but by then, it was already too late.

The question i would like to ask is that is it wrong if i were to ask you about my friend well being? Will it cause any complication? Haiz..

Think about it. Don't always believe what people say. There are always 2 side of stories.Who you can believe? The choice is yours.

Well, the problems ends here. Its been decided already and i have agreed with your decision. No offence of disrespecting you. What ever it is, ill still accept you as my friend. I wont treat you as a nobody.

Happy Birthday To You. May i wish you all the best in life and good health in your family and yourself.

From here on, life goes on..

Take Care and keep smiling and laughing..

Time: 0238am 17 May 2009.

Hey guys.. Its been awhile. Well life, nothing much happen so far. I been spending most of my time working. Long hours especially from 1000 - 2300hrs. 13hrs non-stop.. Tired and sick of doing the same thing over and over again hence also have to be patient with attitude customers. Even so, money comes in good but come with a price that is suffering.

Before We Commence Operation

Operation Start

Last Thursday, we do area cleaning on the whole outlet because NEA is coming to inspect on us. Not only the NEA but also the CAAS officers are coming down to do an inspection. Haiz.. Me, Najib, Harani, Orven and Fidah are the only working staff of the day. We started off with the cleaning around 2000 hrs. Haiz.. Good thing on the day of inspection which is on Friday, i took an off day. Safe..

Hmm.. Well Saturday, didn't do anything..

Sunday which is today. Hmm.. Planning to buy myself a suit for my graduation day. Tomorrow, do shopping..

Hi to all..

Time now is 0637am in the morning... Going for jogging after this. Need to start back my training. hahaha ... i wonder if my stamina have really gone. Well today, I'm going for my bike revision today at Ubi.. later after that, no plans to go anywhere... Hmm.. this week I'm working from Tuesday - Thursday from 1000 - 2300. hmm .. should be fine i guess.. This week, i better start resting as next week, I'm going all out. My aim for next month, get myself a new camera... Then, i can snipe my target. hehe ... I'm planning to sell off my PSP, Mobile Phone and Digi Camera. Hayoo.. so many things in mind.. Got to clear thing off asap.. Ok for now.. toodles..

Good Morning... Time now is 0702am in the Morning.. Yawn.. Cant Sleep. having difficulty in breathing. Damn It!! Now, Going to buy breakfast and buy some hot tea while reading my morning papers.. like uncle 2 ha ha.. who cares... This morning plan... hmm.. clean up my messy room. This afternoon, may be chill out at east Coast park all the way till Sunday morning. Hehe.. thats all for now.. yawn...

Time now is 1205am. Just reached home from work. Damn!! I'm so freaking tired.. Imagine yourself working for 13hours from Monday - Thursday. My legs are aching.. Weather outside is scary.. Winds are blowing in different direction hence also the sound of the wind is so.. eriee.. Well, life been great. Had fun at work. Joke around with hannah, dah and orven. Today's target was suppose to be 1.5K but 1.3K is good enough. Wahhh... So sleepy.. Time 4 me to crash to bed.. Toddles to all readers..

Greetings to all. Its been a long time i post out my blog. A lot of things happen along the way. Life's getting more tougher and tougher. Been handling depression for the last few weeks after a break up with the one i love the most. Life wasn't the same after her lost. Had a tough time with my life, health, and also making important decision for my future. Break down time to time wondering whats next for me. After awhile thinking all over, reflecting about my past, i decided to move on and start everything new. Have a new goal in life and start everything fresh.. To Be Continue

finally.

first post since im back from Vietnam.

i was so tired.

2days of only 1 hour of Sleep.

Missed Lu Ayy.

Missed Family.

Though.

Had great Fun at HoChiMinh.

Especially with 'Anak Wannabes'.

I don't know how that came about.

But.

It just did between my convo with Rahmah.

To AnakWannabes:

"thank you for making my first trip out of Sg,

other than M'sia.

An unforgettable one. and im so happy

i met u guys.

Thanks for looking out for me + see you all soon k."

Pictures are on Facebook.

HAPPY 7th MONTH!

i love you syg.

thank you for everything.

ur concern.

understanding.

help.

advices.

& most of all love.

which i think you gave more to me than i did in return.

muacks.

& please.

"do not be paranoid.

trust ur heart."

to many more anniversaries.

Cheers.

iloveyou.

-gf

~ Saturday ~

* Talk to my baby in the afternoon. Wow… I guess she was very tired.
* Clean up my room all afternoon.
* It was raining heavily. Took an Afternoon Nap
* Sayang Got birthday party With Her relatives at Pasir Ris
* In the evening, Went for a jog with my buddy Wei Long.
* Wish My baby Happy 7th Month of Anniversary At 1200 In The Morning

~ Sunday ~



My Wish for Her:

I just want you to know that nothing in this world could ever be as wonderful as the love you’ve given me.Your love makes my days so very bright, just knowing you're my darling Sayang.
Happy 7th Month Anniversary Sayang… I Love You for eternity.

* Today woke up, do some house cleaning
* At 1600hrs, meet up with saying. Yahoo!!
* Plan, have a dinner with her andd spent our time together outside.

To Be Continue…

~ Thursday ~

After I done updating my blog, I start off with my case study. Read through all the requirements. Crack my brain here and there. Look out for resources. Finally around 1100am in the morning, my case study was finally done. Yahoo!!! Now for printing but then, another problem occurs. My Printer apparently ran out of ink. No choice, I have to travel down to Pasir Ris to get a HP Photosmart C5280 ink from Challenger. Well if u ask, why I never go down to Simei instead, basically it’s so troublesome to transfer 2 Buses just to get myself to East Point. By then, the whole process is going to take an hour plus. Well The Easiest way is to Pasir Ris. It just took me 30 – 45 minutes with jus any available Bus. Problem Solve.

Reached home around 12pm. Start printing all my paper works. By 1400hrs, I make my way over to school. That very morning, I’m suppose to have classes but that particular class is for those who have not finish up their case study. Well I negotiate with my lecturer so that I can finish off all my work at home. He agrees to meet up with me at 1400hrs for my case study and also my Class Test 1. That afternoon, traffic was jam. Road be reconstruct due to some installation to the electrical line. Stuck in the middle of traffic for about 15minutes.

Reached School at about 1500hrs. My Lecturer was unhappy because I was late. Well it wasn’t on purpose. Explain to him my reasons and move on with my Class Test 1.
By 1615, I’m off. Now, make my way to the home saloon. Have my hair Cut. Later that afternoon, I plan with Wei Long to have a study group.

At around 1745, I reached Home. Tired and hungry, I have a short rest. Just then, I receive a call from my outlet. Apparently, to my horror, I got to find out that the person who’s supposed to cover me didn’t turn up. That’s not all, I was also inform that she cant cover me. I tried to make calls ask someone else to cover me. but no one is available. Frustrated and full of anger, I got myself ready for work. Damn it was ridiculous. Tomorrow I’m having 2 tests yet here I am going to work. I totally flip out. On My way to work, I managed to read up some of my notes given.

Reached at my work about 1835. With a heavy heart to move around or even to put even a smile on my face, I punch in my card. Set myself ready. Just then, my buddy inform me that my manager allow me to go back. I double checked with my manager and have his approval. Damn I was so relief. I ran off back home immediately. Recall Wei Long after the cancellation of the study group.

To Calvin:

Thank you so much for understanding my situation. U the best Manager… Surely, next time, ill get a replacement for real if I have something on.

To Farid

Brother, u the man. U safe me from my downfall. How can I repay u?
Note: No Money $$$
So, ill cover you at 10am in the morning this coming Monday till closing.

That evening, I went through all the wireless notes with Wei Long + in addition, Wany.
Both went back home early accept me all the way with the revision till morning.



~ Friday ~

Met Up With Weilong And Randy At 0730am under Wei Long Block. Hop on a ride with Wei Long car. Reached school just nice around 0800am. Waited over an hour. To our surprise, lesson starts only at 9am. Damn… But I continue on with my revision.

At 0930am, Wireless Class Test Commence. Damn almost all the paper I read and memorized, dint came out. So… piss off... End My Paper at 1015am. We celebrate with our lecturer for the very last time. It was farewell for us. After all the ups and down, finally, graduation. It’s not an official date. Official date would be in April. For the time being, I’m free all the way... Now, what’s a waiting for me is my National Service. Haiz… We Laugh, Cry, Snap here and there. It was a moment of farewell ;… (
At 12pm, we make our way home. Some Have Lunch Together, others have plans. Speaking about plans, My Sayang Is Coming Back Home Today. Yahoo… I Miss Her So Much... I was lonely without her. Check her flight from the web. GA 869 Garuda Indonesia Estimate time of Arrival is at 1640. Went back home first to have my rest.

At 1615, have My cloth’s iron. Nice and sharp. I ensure myself to wear my best so that I can greet my Sayang with warm welcome. Thought of buying her flowers but it was already late. So, I took a cab to airport. Reached there on time. Just then, My Sayang father came by follow by her sister. It was unexpected. Thought of bringing her to Secret Recipe. Well, some plans can expect to work all the time. So, I kept my cool… Just go with the flow…

Finally, she appears. My Sayang have return safely. Thank God… What a Relief. She had a family warm welcome. So sweet. Had a talk with my Sayang. She bought for me a T-Shirt. I love it. Thanks Sayang. She told me she haven’t had a proper sleep. Well as for now, I ask her to have a rest first as soon as she come back home.

After all the hugs and kisses, we make our way to burger king at Terminal 2. Over There, we all chatted along. She distributes us all the stuff she had bought over at Vietnam. Along the way, her sister mention about the eclipse and braking dawn
Book. Apparently, my sayang and her sister been looking around for these two books almost all over Singapore but looks like I found it for them. I saw this book last week at terminal 3 Book Shop. Thought of buying them for sayang but I guess ill wait till she come back.

Me And Sayang head down to the money changer to change some of the balance currency she had left. Then, we make our way to the book stall. We found the eclipse book but the breaking dawn was no where to be found. I ask one of the staff to check on the other outlet at terminal 3. Lucky us, they have it. So We reserve one and head back to the burger king first before we head down to Terminal 3. Along the way to Terminal 3, Me And Sayang had a talk. She told me about her Vietnam trip. Geeze... Kind of messy over there as rules is not being applied by the people. But I was relief as Sayang was ok. I hold on tight to her. I Miss her so much… After a long wait, I was over joy to see her again. We were having a moment of our time till she pop up something which gave me a fright. It was so unexpected!!

She even told me about this guy who ask her if she’s Single or not. I was like Freak Out!! Then she told the guy that she’s attached. The guy said to her that she don't look like she's attached. When she asks him back, apparently, he was single. My mind gone haywire. Damn I was scared to death but I keep my cool. I don’t want to be paranoid but just keep thinking positively.

Seriously, it gave me all the chills to my veins. I just freeze. I hope i can recover from this throma as soon as possible. Damn it !! Haiz...

Note to All: She’s mine… If You Want Her, You have To Go through Me First.
Grrr… Ill fight for her what ever it takes even if I have to loose my life.

Over at terminal 3, I bought the book that she's been looking for. She was happy to have all the series. I was glad to see the smile again. Next stop, we head down to Sports link. I bought for her a pair of Nike Running Shoes. In 2 Weeks time, ill start on my training with her. We probably be doing a lot of exercise to shape up our body and stamina. With a reasonable price at $80++, in addition of No GST + Staff Discount. Total spent for the shoes was $61++ Very reasonable buy.
After that, we both head down to Secret Recipe. Thought of buying a slice of cake for her dad. Take it as a gesture of good term relationship with the family. Lol…

At around 1900hrs. We head home. Her dad sent us off to Tanah Merah Interchange. We head down to Tampines to meet up with her mum. Say hi to her mum and after that, I head back home. Even though I didn’t get to spend much time with my Sayang, what matter the most, she return to me safely. I’m also happy to see her that she enjoy her trip. Now next event for her is the school camp which is next week. Hayaa... Well that’s all for now.


Good Night Sayang... I Love You Forever and Always Baby... Mucks!!

~ Monday ~

* School from 1000 - 1200 ( Phase Test 2 )
* Screw Up A bit In My Practical Test
* Test Over

Next Thing To Be Done ASAP!!
- Case Study
- CCNA 4 Test
- Wireless Test

Arhh So Stress!!

Later in the afternoon, ill be working from 1700-2300
- Went Back Home. So Tired...
- Talk To GF
- Tomorrow Girlfriend Flying Off To Vietnam. So Sad...

Talk to her a bit longer + almost quarrel coz I ask a lot of question. Who won’t as ill be
seeing her father for the very first time. Scary... Hence also I was so concern about her well being. Well, she's the kind of person who never takes notice of her surroundings especially crossing the road. Grr... Kind of sad to sent her off tomorrow. Love Her so much. Well I didn’t show my emotion towards her as she would be very worried about me. Kept my cool till she flies off. That’s the plan for tomorrow. All I wanted was to let her enjoy her trip and relax. She deserve it after all the stress she went through.

FYI: This will be her first time taking a flight. ( Garuda Indonesia GA868 ) I repeat. Garuda Indonesia!! An Airline with the worst Safety Record. That’s what I read so far on the web. That’s so comforting … But since the flight is leaving from Singapore, I’m sure everything would be just fine.

About the bad safety record, that’s about years ago. I’m sure the airline has grown. I love Garuda Indonesia Airline. Love Its Logo. Cool…

Picture From: http://www.airliners.net/







~ Tuesday ~

* Didn’t get to sleep, Restless, and can’t even concentrate in my studies
* Battery Charged, Cloths Iron and ready To Go.

Left home at about 0645 in the morning. I’m supposed to meet her at 9am but just in case if she could come early. I hope!! Reach Changi Airport Terminal 3. Went Straight To Secret Recipe. Have a chat with Iskandar. At about 9am, Girlfriend call. She was about to reached the airport. Make my move to Terminal 1. Now, the moment of fear. Meeting the father. Damn, my stomach got sick. Mind start to think negatively. Well as plan, I keep my cool.

At Terminal 1, met her family, say hi to her dad and do some simple introduction. I was very nervous. My voice becomes squeaky. The place was crowded. There we were shaking hands as if it was a new beginning of a treaty. Hehe… In the end, everything turns out well. Snap some pictures. Around 10+ her group went to the check in counter to get their boarding pass. At around 10.35. She went in. We didn’t say much to each other. I didn’t even look straight to her eyes. The only thing I said to her was take care and I love you.

Families wave at their loves one. Before I make my way home, greet my girlfriend parents. Her dad reminds me: Ensure that ill be good with her daughter. In return, I node as a sign of an agreement… Went back to Secret Recipe to have breakfast alone with a heavy heart. There She Goes… Tears run down my cheek as I walk to the sky train. Took a bus home. The skies were dark and it was raining heavily. Even the skies were crying. Haiz…

Went home and changed to my school uniform. Went to school after that. +++
No Mood To Continue…







~ Wednesday ~

I didn’t have my sleep, My Internet start to have problems. Everything was slow. I got frustrated, pressure and stress. With no one to look upon, I remain calm. I call linksys helpline provider to ask for assistant. Do all the troubleshooting all night. Event it was already in the morning, still no luck. In The end, I didn’t go to school. I decided then to continue on with my case study. I ask Wei Long for Guidance. Later that evening, we went to Secret Recipe for Dinner. I Had Irish Lamb Stew, Mushroom soup and V.Hazel Special Drink where else Wei long had Ice Chocolate, Ice Lemon Tea, Grilled Chicken With Mushroom Sauce, Mushroom Soup and White Chocolate macadamia. We were full to the Max. Later, he sent me off home before he make a detour to meet up with his friends for supper.
Upon reaching home, I had my rest and continue on with my revision + case study. Before that, update my blog... That’s all for now..

I wonder how my Sayang is doing. I miss her so much. I Love You Sayang...
No matter where u are, I always think of you. My body is so restless. Can’t wait to see u.
Arhh!!! ;… (

Communication Skills.
Common Test.

1400-1530 hours.
i handed up my paper at around 1450?
The paper was okay.
i still don't understand why theres a need to have tests for CS.

Anyhow.
Didn't meet Bf in school as intended.
He was late.
& im sorry i couldn't wait.

Its his birthday tomorrow.
Let me give an advance wish:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
"semoga Tuhan panjangkan umur, murahkan rezeki. Amin."

i have some "goodies" planned up.
just hope he likes it.

& i think i have a problem with handphones.
i can't seem to pick up calls at the right moment.
Bf called and i didn't pick up.
At times when he needed me, i can't feel the phone's vibe.
& when im expecting a call, i feel vibes.
But the phone isn't ringing.

is it my fault then? yes.
i hope Bf isn't still angry.
well, at least not tomorrow.


-orange

Bf was my hero.

Reason:

when im was really afraid.

He told me to just look at him.

& i know when i looked into his eyes, im gonna be okay.

all's well, ends well.

Thank u for saving me.

-gf

31012009

watched Underworld: Rise of the Lycans.

with bf @ AMK.

Reason:

the nearest cinema.

Since our 'hiking' date didnt turn out well.

Initially, wanted to go MacRitchie.

HSBC Treetop walk.

When we got there,

everything seems normal.

Canoes.

Huge Reservoir.

People.

i was excited.

Snap-snap-snap.

here and there.

There was a sign which shows:

HSBC Treetop Walk : 4.4km.

ok.

at the entrance.

Monkeys.

little monkeys.

Loads of them.

i was so afraid i wanted to pee.

& Bf wanted to go on.

But he let me have the final say cause i was shaking.

& i turned pale.

"im not very animal-friendly"

So, going on a trail.

on more than 4km.

With no park Rangers.

& monkeys everywhere.

+ animals which u won't be sure will pop up anytime.

S-C-A-R-Y.

Bf's plan was to find another route.

We were able to.

But when we started to walk inside the forest.

i was holding on to him.

& we were on a trail which i'm not even sure if it was a trail.

Then i told Bf, i was afraid & i don't think i can move on.

So, due to my coward-ness.

& Bf's disappointment,

we ended up on a mini jetty.

To have lunch.

Bf wasn't angry at all.

He just said,

'maybe it'd be better if we come in a group next time'

i wasn't sure if i would go again.

=P

Sat down.

Ate Hotdogs which we made.

Garlic & Cheese.

Moments later,..

Bf said:

'sounds like monkeys..'

Yes.

it was monkeys.

at the entrance of the jetty.

i panic.

packed everything in my bag.

& Bf saw something beneath the the walkway.

it was a snake.

the monkeys actually wanted to warn us about it.

i think?`

i ran out of that place.

Bf said the snake was quite a dangerous one.

Which will strangle a human slowly,

break your bones.

& then eat em' up.

i couldn't imagine what would've happen if we still lingered there.

i never want to go there again. EVER.

On a brighter note.

We watched a movie.

So exciting!

Underworld: Rise of the Lycans.

Its dark.

& yes.

i think im hooked on movies with vampires and werewolves.

compared to Twilight, Underworld is way darker.

Truly, the vamps looked scarier.

its a good, must-watch movie!

i love fangs and pale skin.

-gf